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16 July 2010 @ 09:45 am

So today's my follow up appointment at USC. The thing is the test I've been taking this past week (swallowing these radio active pills that leave behind markers in my intestines) said you can't take any laxatives whatsoever or even something to stimulate movement like ~prune juice. So then my doctor/surgeon decides to rule out Hirschprungs disease with a pressure test and a rectal ultasound. Before that test I had to use enema's and during this test I had like soooo much crap shoved up my ass. That will now interfere with the results on the radioactive pills test.


I just want my damn surgery and try not to be scared. I'm so sick it's terrible right now. It's enough that I have JRA but to not be able to eat or go to the bathroom like a normal human being for the last year has taken a toll on me. I'm so emotional lately and I'm so scared. I just want to feel semi normal again. This has been soooo hard.

I'm so lucky to have my parents through this. I really have to say thanks to Heidi because before I started hanging out with you was probably the worst time in my entire life because all I saw were doctors offices and hospital rooms. You have brought so much normalcy into my life and that feels soooo nice. :) and too a lot of you from lj, you have been so kind to me through all my ranting.. thank you for the support and putting up with me. <3

Current Mood: worriedworried
Current Music: You Sexy Thing (I Believe in Miracles) - Hot Chocolate
11 July 2010 @ 04:45 pm

Who has tumblr?

09 July 2010 @ 07:37 pm

WATCH THIS IF YOU LOVE MEEEEEEEEE!!! IT IS A MSG FOR ALL OF YOUUUU :D (even to wtihalittlewit, I miss your entries and your kind words)


Current Mood: curiouscurious
Current Music: Golden Slumbers- The Beatles
08 July 2010 @ 08:50 am
My friend has been bitching at me to get a tumblr like everyday. So I made one and I know you guys have one so here mine is:


Current Music: All Day & All Of The Night - The Kinks
I promise  to update today about my health but I wanted to do this meme really badly! 

Beatles memeCollapse )
Current Mood: busy
Current Music: Sweet Talkin' Woman - ELO
18 June 2010 @ 02:50 pm

Day 01 → Your favorite song
Day 02 → Your favorite movie
Day 03 → Your favorite television program
Day 04 → Your favorite book
Day 05 → Your favorite quote

Day 06 → Whatever tickles your fancy
Day 07 → A photo that makes you happy
Day 08 → A photo that makes you angry/sad

Day 09 → A photo you took
Day 10 → A photo of you taken over ten years ago

Day 11 → A photo of you taken recently
Day 12 → Whatever tickles your fancy
Day 13 → A fictional book
Day 14 → A non-fictional book
Day 15 → A fanfic
Day 16 → A song that makes you cry (or nearly)
Day 17 → An art piece (painting, drawing, sculpture, etc.)
Day 18 → Whatever tickles your fancy
Day 19 → A talent of yours
Day 20 → A hobby of yours
Day 21 → A recipe
Day 22 → A website
Day 23 → A YouTube video
Day 24 → Whatever tickles your fancy
Day 25 → Your day, in great detail
Day 26 → Your week, in great detail
Day 27 → This month, in great detail
Day 28 → This year, in great detail
Day 29 → Hopes, dreams and plans for the next 365 days
Day 30 → Whatever tickles your fancy

I'm too lazy to post all of the Jared/Natalie fics that I adored because the community has been like trashed since John Brotherton was fired. So there goes THAT fandom.

I read a few Glee ones I liked but I've forgotten the name. There have been a lot of Chuck/Blair ones I've adored but yea the current obsession at the moment is the Beatles so these are my favorite Beatles fanfics.

I'm not putting these in order. Sorry if I forgot one that I love, I'm going to add more later. I'm just so tired right now. :)
Oh I forgot that really good one from Beatleboot!

She Loves You? - [info]macca44552
Revenge - [info]withalittlewit
Wide Awake and Dreaming - [info]bello_romantico
Disentanglement - [info]bello_romantico
Savoy Truffle - [info]cutothechase
Johnny, My Dear - [info]withalittlewit
Within and Without You - [info]dreamers_girl
The Prince and the Pauper - [info]xxinlovebutlazy
Do You Want to Know A Secret? - [info]eleanorrigby_66
All Over Bubbles - [info]macca44552
Admit It - [info]hb_princess
She's A Woman - [info]lukinha_jesus
The Red Hall - [info]lukinha_jesus


Current Mood: amusedamused
Current Music: Homeward Bound - Simon & Garfunkel
01 June 2010 @ 09:20 pm
Kure for Kate

I am taking on the challenge to make a difference in our community by participating in the Arthritis Walk as part of "Let's Move Together," the Arthritis Foundation's nationwide movement that encourages people to move to prevent or treat arthritis.

Why am I involved? It's estimated that there are over 300,000 children fighting the battle against Juvenile Rheumatoid Arthritis and I am one of them. Many kids suffer for years undiagnosed  as casualties of  the national shortage of pediatric rheumatologists across the nation.  My personal struggle began at the age of 13 and has redefined my aspirations and career goals.  My disease has brought me enlighten and the desire to  put a face  on the  1 in 5 people who suffer from the pain of arthritis. By the year 2030, 67 million people in the U.S., or 1 in 4 adults, will be living with arthritis.*  We need  to  find a cure.

I am taking on the challenge to make a difference in our community by participating in the Arthritis Walk as part of "Let's Move Together," the Arthritis Foundation's nationwide movement that encourages people to move to prevent or treat arthritis.

Join me in the movement and help me reach my goal.  "Let's Move Together" to improve lives and reduce the pain of arthritis suffers young and old.

To donate click HERE

Thank you so much for your support. Every dollar you give is one step closer to a cure for Kate.

I know it's a lot to ask because you guys don't even know me personally but I thought it was worth asking anyways.
Current Mood: optimisticoptimistic
Current Music: Imagine - John Lennon
26 May 2010 @ 11:07 pm

MY BB LEE WON!!!!!!!!! <3



NOW FOR THE CRAZY SHIT!!!!!!!!Collapse )

Current Mood: bouncybouncy
Current Music: Flower Child -Lee DeWyze
15 May 2010 @ 10:51 pm

LOL this clip never gets old.
So next time you piss me off, expect me to post this on your lj. k!


I'm getting my guitar now. I'm so happy. I've been practicing like crazy and it's been paying off. <3

Current Mood: artistic
Current Music: Summer Bummer - Love