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13 May 2010 @ 06:51 pm

I love Lewis Black.
OMFG I like died laughing.
My family kept replaying this when we watched "Countdown"


Current Mood: gigglygiggly
Current Music: Brown Eyed Girl - Van Morrison
08 May 2010 @ 03:35 pm


^ come and get it ^
Current Mood: boredbored
Current Music: Come and Get It - The Beatles
05 May 2010 @ 12:16 am

I just watched "Nowhere Boy" which I had been dying to see since it came out in the UK. I had really high expectations because the trailer was so exciting. The movie fell flat for me. Aaron Johnson is adorable and was fabulous at playing Lennon but I felt like they didn't really develop the anger he had for so man years when he first met. The movie was slow and the John/Julia relationship felt incestuous and odd. *Edit: I know the comment about John thinking about shagging his mum but the movie made it  look the other way around. I felt that type of relationship wasn't really relevant. I mean if you did a movie that last like 10 hours maybe but I rather have seen different relationships. I hoped for more Paul interaction. I think it had great potential but it  was wayyyyy to slow and it disappointed me. Oh well! :P

I always feel so sad after thinking about John. I get so angry when ever I think of his death.  I think if there is anyone in the world who could understand me, it would be him. I always think the same thing, like in school how come they can never see how smart I am? I'm clever, but no one never notices. It's not like people listen to my ramblings or actually care about my opinion on anything. I'm better than this,  I always think and I just want to get out of here and go somewhere where I don't feel so oppressed all the time. I just constantly feel like I'm something more and I fantasize all too much about rock n' roll and the exciting life that I'd love to live. Whenever I hear a John Lennon song, I think "Yea, he totally gets me." I love that about music because he probably couldn't give a shit about some screwed up chick who worshiped his music but in my deluded fantasies I believe he does. So for that, thank you John Lennon.
I'm not making much sense right now. I need to stop typing when I'm on sleeping aids.
Current Mood: sadsad
Current Music: Jealous Guy - John Lennon
03 May 2010 @ 03:56 pm
I've been so tired recently. Sorry for like posting about nothing.
I'm really sucking at guitar. >:(
I'm trying to play "Give Me Love" by the best, George Harrison. :)

But I suck and I spend most of the day practicing and I'm super frustrated.

What songs were the easiest for you all to learn? Don't say something that is hard for a beginniner just so you seem like your hot shit either. What are simple songs that I can play to get my family off my ass?

Layla and I need to sound better.
Current Music: bad guitar
28 April 2010 @ 02:06 pm

(Here comes my bitchy post)
*in Bob Dylan defense mode*

Joni Mitchell you are a little bitch.


“Bob is not authentic at all. He’s a plagiarist and his name and voice are fake,” she said. But she wasn’t done yet. “Bob is a deception. We are like night and day, he and I.”
I love you Bob DylanCollapse )
Current Mood: crankycranky
Current Music: Hurricane - Bob Dylan
27 April 2010 @ 10:53 pm
Is there a book you really loved that was subsequently turned into a movie? Did it live up to your expectations? Why or why not?

The Lovely Bones for sure. It was one of my  favorite books then became ruined when it was on the big screen. I wasn't feelin' it.
Current Mood: irritatedirritated
Current Music: Old Man - Neil Young
26 April 2010 @ 03:47 pm
LJ is creepy. I looked at my LJ stats (which I never knew existed) and I saw some people that looked at my journal who aren't my friends (but it's cool cause I've looked at their profile and they are on similar communities) but WTF? Like the people I have nothing in common with just stop by, creepy. D: Like people who have nooooooooottthhiinnnggg in common just look. I don't want people knowing where I go on LJ either! Ehh.. LJ stats gives meh the creeps man. How come everything can't be anonymous? D: *sobs*

I think I'm over reacting.
Current Mood: boredbored
Current Music: Obla Di Obla Da - The Beatles
26 April 2010 @ 12:21 am
Are there any buzz words or catch-phrases--such as incentivize or at the end of the day--that make you cringe? What are they, and why do you hate them?

I hate when people say something is "gay". It makes me cringe. Why don't people walk around and say "Wow, that bisexal!"? No, people don't because people never really think of the literal meaning behind some slang words.

Which is so gay and retarded.

Think before you speak. Find better words that don't offend people.
Current Mood: numbnumb
Current Music: Isn't It A Pity - George Harrison
21 April 2010 @ 05:22 pm
Day 01 → Your favorite song
Day 02 → Your favorite movie
Day 03 → Your favorite television program
Day 04 → Your favorite book
Day 05 → Your favorite quote

Day 06 → Whatever tickles your fancy
Day 07 → A photo that makes you happy
Day 08 → A photo that makes you angry/sad
Day 09 → A photo you took
Day 10 → A photo of you taken over ten years ago
Day 11 → A photo of you taken recently
Day 12 → Whatever tickles your fancy
Day 13 → A fictional book
Day 14 → A non-fictional book
Day 15 → A fanfic
Day 16 → A song that makes you cry (or nearly)
Day 17 → An art piece (painting, drawing, sculpture, etc.)
Day 18 → Whatever tickles your fancy
Day 19 → A talent of yours
Day 20 → A hobby of yours
Day 21 → A recipe
Day 22 → A website
Day 23 → A YouTube video
Day 24 → Whatever tickles your fancy
Day 25 → Your day, in great detail
Day 26 → Your week, in great detail
Day 27 → This month, in great detail
Day 28 → This year, in great detail
Day 29 → Hopes, dreams and plans for the next 365 days
Day 30 → Whatever tickles your fancy

The same picture that made me so happy last night makes me so angry/sad today. The doctor told me "Your running out of options" at my appointment this afternoon. I kind of feel numb right now. I just look at this really happy girl and I just wish I could have THAT life.

I can't take this pain anymore. I'm so scared and so angry I'm honestly at a loss.

Today was so horrible.

Current Mood: numbnumb
Current Music: If Not For You - George Harrison
20 April 2010 @ 09:51 pm

I just found video from my web cam of me really really high, singing "Yesterday" "Let it Be" and dancing to "Lady Madonna". Then I went on a hysterical rant about nothing and shit. AND I DON'T HAVE MAKE UP. D: ewwwww. Plus I've lost like 30lbs since then. YAAAY!

I think I may post it because my high self is pretty funny and WAYYYYYY of tune. xD It was from like the end of December when I began to started listened to the Beatles. That's not why I slurrr the words in the video though.. I had a really nice laptop for 1 week, then we had to trade it in.. so I could have my old crappy laptop and get a huge ass HP for video editing and design work. I miss that laptop and a webcam. *sniffles*

I took Marinol way too early. If you don't know what that is, let me explain.
For medical use only my friends.

I need to upload this, even though I will regret it if my family ever looks at my youtube account.
They think I'm normal.
Weird right?

Current Mood: gigglygiggly
Current Music: Heart of Gold - Neil Young